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fuckyeahhlove:

“You don’t know what you have until its gone.”
I couldn’t agree with that more.
Its been a year since my boyfriend took his life and I still think about him every single day and I’m still madly in love with him.
I want all you guys to know that if you get into a small fight, let it go. Don’t get so mad at each other all the time. Don’t let things bother you guys that much. And don’t ever let anything come between your relationship, because in all honesty you don’t know if you’ll ever get to see that person again.
Trust me, its hard, its probably one of the hardest things you’ll ever have to go through. When your in love you don’t even stop to think about what would happen if I lost you. Thats probably the last thing going through your mind, well atleast it was for me.
Donny was an amazing boy. He’d do anything for anyone! He had the greatest personality ever and a smile to light up a room. I don’t know why he did it, but he did. And it left the whole town heartbroken, including me. Imagine having to get a phone call telling you that the boy you’ve been with for 3 years is dead.
The night of his death, we talked. He didn’t seem himself, but I didn’t think anything of it. He told me he was going to his friends and I let him go. I probably shouldn’t have and just talked to him and he would still be here. And he would still be here.
I’m just babbling on.. sorry!
We had an amazing 3 years together, honestly. We didn’t fight, and if we did we were being sarcastic and we’d get pissed and make up in like 2 seconds. His smile gaves me butterflies and his touch gave me chills, even after 3 years. Call me crazy but I can’t see myself moving on. How do you let go of someone like that? I’m in no rush to find someone else to replace Don, because honestly no one ever will. I will forever be Dons and he will be mine. I can’t be sad about this because thats not what he would want.
What I’m trying to get at is don’t sweat the small stuff in your relationship, and just be happy. Because you don’t know if you’ll wake up with what you went to bed with, if that makes sense. Just enjoy each other, please. <3
Rest in Peace Donnyboy ! I love you and miss you :*
by anonymous

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